Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Now Playing: "Throw it All Away" by Zero 7

I think I'm addicted to this song. The other bands that I've been listening to a lot for these past few days include I Am Robot And Proud, The Go! Team, Stars, Feist, Bjork,Tegan&Sara, The Album Leaf. I hate shifting from one song to another, which explains why I tend to replay a particular song over and over again till I get sick of it - just another one of my old,unusual habits.

Anyway,I feel like I'm not my usual self lately, which is probably a good thing. And when I say that, what I really mean is that I don't really talk much anymore and that I'm not in the mood to do a lot of things nowadays - like talking to people, hanging out, go for a movie, or even SHOPPING (can you believe that?!). Well,presumably because I'm fasting,but usually that's not the case. In fact, that was never the case.

Why do I have the feeling that I'm starting to turn into a loner?

I guess we all turn into one at some point of age, or time.

On second thoughts,maybe it's just me. The fact that I've had an overdose of fun, or that I hang out too much before this might explain the behaviour. So much to a point where I get bored of doing the same thing, with the same people (no offense though).

I mean,I actually enjoy my own company more than I ever did, which is pretty weird,no? I haven't gone out to the city for like almost two weeks (despite the two-week break), haven't bought a single Krispy Kreme in ages, the last movie I watched was 'Hairspray' which was a night before John left for Perth, and I forgot when was the last time I had coffee with my friends! So to those of you who are wondering what the hell have I been doing, the answer is simple: the obvious - sleeping. Gee I feel tired, sleepy and drained out almost all the time.

I think it's about time for me to adjust back to my original biological clock,speaking of which I should be sleeping in a bit....and start exercising soon!

4 comments:

Khalidah Nazihah said...

pann....

Ezanee said...

Yes! The Go! Team rocks!

Afifah said...

Hey, my life had turned out quite the same as yours. Minus the work and loner part. I guess all of us need to LIVE more.

Yelah, i takde, tulah u takde mood nak lepak2....(perasan jap)

enchantress said...

Sweetheart, trust me, it hits everyone randomly. Loneliness sucks. I know. I went through that phase last year. It sucks.