Thursday, August 13, 2009

Things always happen when you least expect it

I wish I could turn back time to last Saturday evening. I wish I could have been given the chance to explain myself when I said those words to you; I didn’t mean it. I never knew that you took it seriously. If you know me well, it was just me being me. The fact that I said those words to you just means that I like you and maybe that’s just my way of showing some sign of acceptance(and of course.. not in a like like way). I wish I could turn back time just to say how I envy you for being so smart and resourceful – that you can get anything you want in life, your future (Azwan just got 4As in his A- Levels). For being one of the kindest person I’ve met to my sister and to a certain extend – my family. You may not know this but I admire you Azwan.

But what I want more than anything right now is that you, Azwan Ariff be able to recover from your accident and the grueling surgery that you just had. I sincerely hope that you’ll recover Azwan and I hope that everyone who reads this post will also pray for Azwan, my friend.

33 comments:

Farquar Haqqani said...

Azwan Arif is spelled with one "f".Haha

But don't beat yourself up over it.He takes my word as law,and he's probably already seen the humour in all that you said =)

InsyaAllah he'll pull through.We just have to keep on praying that he'll come through unscathed, and believing that this is all part of God's plan for us to learn something,to make us better people and better muslims (this is said as much to myself as to you.haha)

I'll see you at the doa selamat then =)

fiqss said...

haha, baru nak sound gak pasal azwan ariF :P

everybody please pray for him too!

Abir Abdul Rahim said...

Prayers are with him.
=)
Your post just moved me inside, Feefs.

Nabster said...

Thoughts and prayers are with him.

rj.zyra said...

I'm just hopping around people's blog to see posts on Azwan, and yes, I pun kena sound jugak by your sis with the double 'F'. Haha. Tu baru Fiqss, belum Azwan lagi :P

I'm a friend of Azwan's. InshaAllah, my prayers are with him too.

Like I said to everyone, he will be very happy to see such strong support system. So will his family.

Let us all keep praying for him.

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