Lesson learned - Alicia Keys feat. John Mayer

Saya suka sangat lagu tu. Pasal lagu sedap plus John Mayer ada. Tapi sikit sangat la part dia. Best la tapi, sorang terrer main piano, sorang lagi gila gempak main guitar(even if dlm lagu tu tak obvious sangat). Good combo kan?. Tolong eh my birthday nanti belikan John Mayer punya album. Ntah siapa pinjam 1st album dia kat skolah dulu, hilang terus.

[How's that for writing like the way you talk]

Minus One

Some people actually justified her death, claiming that she deserved it.To me, whatever she's done is between her and God,and not for us mere mortals to decide or punish her for.

May Allah swt forgive her and all of us,and may there be hope & peace in Pakistan, despite the chaos.

Al Fatihah to Benazir Bhutto.

All I Want For Christmas Is....

Lately, my craving for an ipod has gotten worse and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it. It's all I can think about, other than some personal issues that I need to settle. I've been wanting it since the post-SPM period but the loss of handphones keeps on delaying that process and now, I'm officially broke! Yes, I've been using my own personal money for allowances the past semester and unless my boss decides to give money anytime soon, my savings will be reduced to an amount that I cannot bear to say. I honestly think I deserve that Ipod. I've been saving the past sem, I can't remember the last time I went shopping(minus the 1st shopping session I had with ngah) and I've been really good in terms of money-spending that me and Scrooge can be called best-buddies.

NAK IPOD!!!

And in the busiest of days,I shall just sit down and whistle...

You wait and wait for the right moment to arrive but you soon figure out that such moments just don't come by that easily anymore.

One knows they've reached that certain age or point in life when they get satiated with the things around them - things which may no longer serve its original state of being cause they just can't match up with our expectations anymore.Like,how some certain things/people no longer aspire you the same way they used to.how you get jaded with the prospects of going to work or uni;the idea of jumping into a pool from a two-storey building no longer excites you in the same way it used to;how every day resembles a repetitive and vicious cycle that repeats itself;how you wake up one day only to realise that the person sleeping next to you is not the one you'd want to spend the rest of your life with.Y'know..stuff like that.

It scares the hell out of me.

I don't want to be accustomed to the feeling of being jaded,Gof forbid that.And mostly,I don't want the inner child within myself to leave just because I'm growing up.It doesn't HAVE TO be that way,does it?

Well,that's when you suddenly realise that you desperately need something to hold on to,something to remind you of the enthusiasm or the immortal spirit you thought you once had.Just SOMETHING or ANYTHING for you to cling on so that you don't fall into the clutches of the ugly realities in life.

Oh well.At least I still have one thing to look forward to: the promise I made to move in together should me and my friends end up winding single by the age of 30.

Talk about growing up =P

Otherwise,I'd like to think that somewhere in this small world,there's room left for me.